I don't know how to adequately put into words what has happened this past year. We raised a tiny, precious, little newborn into a one year old. And I developed my most important life roll:
"Mama."
I look at my sweet baby who I've only known for a short time, but feel like he's been a part of me forever. His laughs, his cries, his smirks and noises...they fill up my soul. There's is nothing in the world like coming in the door after a long day and watching his face fill up with joy when he sees me and watching his feet kick uncontrollably from his sweet potato-covered high chair. His reactions perfectly mirror my emotions. It's no coincidence.
We've had many restless nights, groggy mornings and uneventful weekends. We've experienced frustrations, times of sadness and joy, blow-out diapers and morning/afternoon/nighttime baths. We've been on road trips, swing-sets, and airplanes. We've gone to the beach, the rodeo, weddings, and graduations.
We are not at all lost on what a gift he is. My eyes are baggier and my midsection is softer, but I carried him in my womb for nine months, and on my hip for 12...
We are not at all lost on what a gift he is. My eyes are baggier and my midsection is softer, but I carried him in my womb for nine months, and on my hip for 12...
We are forever changed. The words "mama" and "dada" have never sounded so sweet.
Sweet Baby Boy,
Your first year of life has been our best year of life. You made us a family...that's a big role for such a little boy. You have the sweetest personality and everyone sees it. You've never met a stranger or a sweet potato you didn't like. You love to cuddle with us while you watch Mickey Mouse and your little face lights up when they sing the "Hot Dog" song.
You are truly an old soul. We love to watch you go through your books; never rushed, always taking your time to see what each page has to offer. You love to open the shutters and stare out the window. Sometimes proclaiming a "huh?" when a car goes by or a squirrel comes into view. I love seeing the world through your eyes, appreciating the small details. We still can't believe you are ours to have forever.
Photos by pic ryan photography
